Friday, November 5, 2010
yestrday. arnd 12.45, reach jurgeast mrt station. when up to the escalator. to aboard the mrt station. was hold up. by 4 mly transcom. cause he saw me piercing. so he suspect me of playing shirt. but i said i didnt. he screen me. and do a spot check. asked me to take out everything inside my pocket. i took out lorr. and he saw a swiss knife. and asked what is this for? i say nothing. he kept on saying that i was playing shirt. but i deny. i know i didnt play. he brought me to the smrt room. and got two more transcom. asked me what is this for? i said it was for cutting my neighbour branch. cause she got a flower. but was detained. i follow like a dog. from one room to another. then sat down on a room. the mly transcom tell story abt themselves. said playing shirt. then one of them asked to close the light. and beat me up. like make me scard. and make fun of my ic all.. cb uhk them.. then police came. from the smrt room all the way to the jurgeast interchgd road. handcuff. brought to the cantement.. clementi. sit inside a room. handcuff myself. then got one uncle name abdul rahman. was kind. he check me all.. although i had to strip myself up. at first i was shy. but had no choice. cause of he scared i got weapon. all my piercing was taken. i said inside the cell for abt 30min. then got one indian fellow. call me bro. and we chatted lor. we are just like the two person from the whole cell. just talking loudly. arnd 7, i get and interview from my i/o. i told the whole story. abt what happend. at first i was lying to him. them he got angry. i said sorry. and i told the real story..! after finished. i was brought back to the cell. talk to my indian cellmates from othe cell. tell what happened. i had to tell the truth. i was once a shirt. but long time no more. after i got beaten by outside people last year.. arnd 2am. i was released. i was happie to see my mum. and grandma. but i didnt know what i was supposed to said as i was shy. this is the first and last time im gonna do a case
- This heart of mines is in pain♥
7:22 PM
i cant remember who i am now!!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
day by day. night came to be there for me. after wad happened to me last tues. and a month of sickness. i couldnt bear to loose eu. but i had to. i dun believe in love anymore. cause love make feel guilty. i just miss my parents. last tues nytes. after seeing doc. i kneel down to my mum. as i heard she came back from work. i didnt know wad i was doing. i cried in front of her. and asked for forgiveness. i didnt know wad to do. but till now i didnt know did i do it or not. cause i didnt remember a thing abt that incident. all i know. is that i dun know wads my real name. and since when i had chgd.? i tink 'Allah' had made me forget all the bad things that i had done? but whye couldnt i remember a think. please dun make me like this? i just dun want to forget wad i did that time. wads my real name? or what should i do to gain my memories again! please sumbody help me! i just wanna know who am i for the past few years. after 3years suffering. now i didnt know who i am. suddenly my parents started to talk to me. whye is this happening to me? im confuses and what am i supposed to do? or should i just keep quiet. pretend that i know everything? i nid sumone to tell me. what?? all i had to said when im gone. please be happy and forgive my sins that i had cause all this while!
- This heart of mines is in pain♥
9:37 PM
Friday, November 5, 2010
yestrday. arnd 12.45, reach jurgeast mrt station. when up to the escalator. to aboard the mrt station. was hold up. by 4 mly transcom. cause he saw me piercing. so he suspect me of playing shirt. but i said i didnt. he screen me. and do a spot check. asked me to take out everything inside my pocket. i took out lorr. and he saw a swiss knife. and asked what is this for? i say nothing. he kept on saying that i was playing shirt. but i deny. i know i didnt play. he brought me to the smrt room. and got two more transcom. asked me what is this for? i said it was for cutting my neighbour branch. cause she got a flower. but was detained. i follow like a dog. from one room to another. then sat down on a room. the mly transcom tell story abt themselves. said playing shirt. then one of them asked to close the light. and beat me up. like make me scard. and make fun of my ic all.. cb uhk them.. then police came. from the smrt room all the way to the jurgeast interchgd road. handcuff. brought to the cantement.. clementi. sit inside a room. handcuff myself. then got one uncle name abdul rahman. was kind. he check me all.. although i had to strip myself up. at first i was shy. but had no choice. cause of he scared i got weapon. all my piercing was taken. i said inside the cell for abt 30min. then got one indian fellow. call me bro. and we chatted lor. we are just like the two person from the whole cell. just talking loudly. arnd 7, i get and interview from my i/o. i told the whole story. abt what happend. at first i was lying to him. them he got angry. i said sorry. and i told the real story..! after finished. i was brought back to the cell. talk to my indian cellmates from othe cell. tell what happened. i had to tell the truth. i was once a shirt. but long time no more. after i got beaten by outside people last year.. arnd 2am. i was released. i was happie to see my mum. and grandma. but i didnt know what i was supposed to said as i was shy. this is the first and last time im gonna do a case
- The love that i gave to you is all wasted ♥
7:22 PM
i cant remember who i am now!!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
day by day. night came to be there for me. after wad happened to me last tues. and a month of sickness. i couldnt bear to loose eu. but i had to. i dun believe in love anymore. cause love make feel guilty. i just miss my parents. last tues nytes. after seeing doc. i kneel down to my mum. as i heard she came back from work. i didnt know wad i was doing. i cried in front of her. and asked for forgiveness. i didnt know wad to do. but till now i didnt know did i do it or not. cause i didnt remember a thing abt that incident. all i know. is that i dun know wads my real name. and since when i had chgd.? i tink 'Allah' had made me forget all the bad things that i had done? but whye couldnt i remember a think. please dun make me like this? i just dun want to forget wad i did that time. wads my real name? or what should i do to gain my memories again! please sumbody help me! i just wanna know who am i for the past few years. after 3years suffering. now i didnt know who i am. suddenly my parents started to talk to me. whye is this happening to me? im confuses and what am i supposed to do? or should i just keep quiet. pretend that i know everything? i nid sumone to tell me. what?? all i had to said when im gone. please be happy and forgive my sins that i had cause all this while!
- The love that i gave to you is all wasted ♥
9:37 PM
