i cant remember who i am now!!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
day by day. night came to be there for me. after wad happened to me last tues. and a month of sickness. i couldnt bear to loose eu. but i had to. i dun believe in love anymore. cause love make feel guilty. i just miss my parents. last tues nytes. after seeing doc. i kneel down to my mum. as i heard she came back from work. i didnt know wad i was doing. i cried in front of her. and asked for forgiveness. i didnt know wad to do. but till now i didnt know did i do it or not. cause i didnt remember a thing abt that incident. all i know. is that i dun know wads my real name. and since when i had chgd.? i tink 'Allah' had made me forget all the bad things that i had done? but whye couldnt i remember a think. please dun make me like this? i just dun want to forget wad i did that time. wads my real name? or what should i do to gain my memories again! please sumbody help me! i just wanna know who am i for the past few years. after 3years suffering. now i didnt know who i am. suddenly my parents started to talk to me. whye is this happening to me? im confuses and what am i supposed to do? or should i just keep quiet. pretend that i know everything? i nid sumone to tell me. what?? all i had to said when im gone. please be happy and forgive my sins that i had cause all this while!
- This heart of mines is in pain♥
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i cant remember who i am now!!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
day by day. night came to be there for me. after wad happened to me last tues. and a month of sickness. i couldnt bear to loose eu. but i had to. i dun believe in love anymore. cause love make feel guilty. i just miss my parents. last tues nytes. after seeing doc. i kneel down to my mum. as i heard she came back from work. i didnt know wad i was doing. i cried in front of her. and asked for forgiveness. i didnt know wad to do. but till now i didnt know did i do it or not. cause i didnt remember a thing abt that incident. all i know. is that i dun know wads my real name. and since when i had chgd.? i tink 'Allah' had made me forget all the bad things that i had done? but whye couldnt i remember a think. please dun make me like this? i just dun want to forget wad i did that time. wads my real name? or what should i do to gain my memories again! please sumbody help me! i just wanna know who am i for the past few years. after 3years suffering. now i didnt know who i am. suddenly my parents started to talk to me. whye is this happening to me? im confuses and what am i supposed to do? or should i just keep quiet. pretend that i know everything? i nid sumone to tell me. what?? all i had to said when im gone. please be happy and forgive my sins that i had cause all this while!
- The love that i gave to you is all wasted ♥
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